He is intoxicated and high on his feelings from being intimate, infatuated and the emotions are real. To him, it's something more than that. His reaction isn't what he quite expected that he felt a little backlash and a sudden crash to reality.

"Oh, I'm..." He thickly swallows, realizing that he gave his heart away so easily. But he...doesn't quite understand what just happened or what he's feeling. "Okay." That's not quite the reaction he's hoping for and he wonders if he did something wrong or is being too expressive or forward.

Feeling a sudden crash, trying to think. "No, I'm going to stay here for a while." The water is hot after all. "The hot water is nice."

Wanting to grasp whatever happiness he has, because today he survived and lived to this year, he still has some gratitude for him. "Um. Thank you. For coming to my birthday. I really mean that." He steps back and looks away.

Good thing water is good for washing away tears when it stings as he rubs his face, trying to wake up from his own stupidity.